not much of an update. i am gaining weight but i'll work things out before i get on the plane, just in case. haha. ok semester is ending. doesn't seem like a semester to me. now i am cracking my head for the first few parts of my report before i zoom off to hanoi on the 6th. just let this fourth year roll past because i just can't wait to start this at the real level. like start working! i have been waiting for the year 2010 for soooooo long. finally it seems so near, it smells so near and it's everything to me. just 6 months more, this dream seems so real, so true. it means a lot to me though i know what i'll be facing will be horrible to the max. at least it'll help me to lose weight. lol.
ok i am getting ready to attend wedding dinner.
next week it will be the cousin's. i am super duper excited can.
but it can never surpass the excitement groove i'm feeling for next year. 2010 come faster... i've waited sooooooo long for you.
.:: of several tries ::.
Allah knows best. we must keep that faith and trust in Him always. supplications do wonders after much effort. because that's our weapon. if we don't get what we intend to have, better things await.
it need not be seen, it can be felt.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
.:: when there's nothing left ::.
Monday, November 2, 2009
.:: amour ::.
no; don't get her wrong.
Saturday, October 31, 2009
.:: Haramkah? ::.
Haram-haramkah aku Bila hatiku jatuh cinta Tuhan pegangi hatiku Biar aku tak jadi melanggar Aku cinta pada dirinya Cinta pada pandang pertama Sifat manusia ada padaku Aku bukan Tuhan
* Haram-haramkah aku Bila aku terus menantinya Biar waktu berakhir Bumi dan langit berantakan
** Aku tetap ingin dirinya Tak mungkin hatiku berdusta Hanya Tuhan yang bisa jadikan Yang tak mungkin menjadi mungkin
Reff: Aku hanya ingin cinta yang halal Di mata dunia juga akhirat Biar aku sepi aku hampa aku basi Tuhan sayang aku Aku hanya ingin cinta yang halal Dengan dia tentu atas izinNya Ketika cinta bertasbih Tuhan beri aku cinta Ku menanti cinta...
.:: take me away ::.
these things shouldn't have happened, according to my plan.
regret certain things... i want to fly.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
.:: 22 + 4 ::.
26 already for 16 days but I never feel it. If I would to talk about this life journey, studies in particular, there are too many pitfalls but these are the things that make me stronger and it's not the outcome that matters, it's the journey towards it. My mum says I'm strong in many ways and I never give up on things easily as I learn to pick myself up fast. Family support matters the most. However, there are still things which I've yet to learn and need to improve on. I learn not to ask WHY anymore because certain things are just meant to be. I must learn the HOWs.
Above all, I can't be thankful enough for what I have, lost and gained till now. Our lives are just like the jigsaw puzzle, sometimes it fits, sometimes it doesn't, we need to twist and turn, find the other pieces; when one day we take a step back and look at the frame, there there, everything happens with causes, reasons and many lessons to be learnt.
Good day ye loves.
Monday, October 26, 2009
.:: opocot! ::.
today i felt down but i kept smiling to the lappie, to the research papers, to the O level questions, to my students.... all of these when i really do feel down inside.
Sebab senyuman la pengubat duka, pengubat luka dan akan menarik energy positive di mana jua ku berada.. :D
kejutan demi kejutan.. apa lagi kejutan yang akan datang.
.:: heavy heart ::.
at least all the assignments are over, left with presentations and submission of the package. research essay is on the way. as i listened to sri temasek, piala citra, tun perak, bintang seni and kgms, my heart feels sore.
Monday, October 19, 2009
.:: wants vs needs pt 2 ::.
the status says everything.
"I asked Allah for strength & Allah gave me difficulties to make me strong, I asked Allah for wisdom & Allah gave me problems to solve, I asked Allah for courage & Allah gave me obstacles to overcome, I asked Allah for love & Allah gave me troubled people to help, I asked Allah for favours & Allah gave me opportunities. Maybe I received nothing I wanted, but I received everything I needed" Alhamdulillah :)
Hello she is huda.. She's a final year student who can't wait to grad.
Pink Dolphin is love. You'll be glad to know she is currently striving for world peace.
